Lost and Locked

I remember when you walked through that door
The white chair that you sat in
The tremors when I met you
In that white palace

She glows, among the morning sunflowers
She fits perfectly,
As if the golden horses were there for their princess
As her humble and playful laughter
Melts the evening

Leaving some and few,
Wandering emotions,
Lost and locked

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Wholeheartedly written
That day I realized it is her I am looking for
2156, Room 3097

Sonnet 31

I see,
A torn wound
In already straining heart

In grief,
My mouth and lips
Tightly locked up

Crying,
is the only word spoken
Fears,
as it goes, days and months
Regrets,
for the diminishing courage
Sleeps,
rarely

Say,
Too much things I want to say
Silent,
Would rather had hugged you,
From saying goodbye


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Selamat Hari Kebangsaan


Scribbled 0017
Marine Apartment Miri

Homecoming

As the clock strikes quarter to four
I shed my scribbles
And snub my shoes over sneakers
I blow farewell kisses to my mates
And look behind no more
I make my way to her empty desk
Dumbfounded, I leave with heavy heart

Never mind that,
I am running pretty late
For fun with folks, of Sri Rampai
Rekindles bit of bit, the happy good old days
The excitement is eccentric
I nearly crapped my pants

Ahh, the homecoming
Heartbeat comes crushing strong
Much like in queue for BOSET test
Peeping at my new timepiece
Mom and dad, it has been a while
Grandma and granddad, it has been a while
And of all, taugeh ayam
Surely, it has been awhile




Ipoh, after away for 60 days

Written 1/6/2014
736pm
Home

20 dreary ones

You ask me
"How are you feeling today?"
And I just laughed

How should I begin?
Oh, probably a line of sigh
Or, probably just 20 dreary ones

Much like spectating sunset on a rainy evening
Or having freeze out ice Slurpee
On a snowy Wednesday
Or throw me a royalicious meal
For that it tastes plain
Even if it tags along with vintage wine
I bet it is infested with worms
Wait, it does sound a bit disgusting now
Nevertheless, I should bounce out
From my couch now
I'm tired calming myself
With the same old songs
Putting my head out from the window
I count in my heart quietly
The days of me without you
Equaling almost
The days of me losing sleep
Even a herd of hopping baby sheeps
Can't put off the heart pounding feel
Of me missing you



732pm
Marine Apartment
20/5/2014

With the very thought of you

My one foolish heart
It dances in the dark
Or quite a stairway to the stars
In the bewitching hours

If I had you
Would have cocktails for two
Within whispering leaves
In busy street of Manhattan

Overlooking portrait of Jennie
Beneath the yellow moon
Strumming away the September song
Come away with me
With the very thought of you




Scribbled in 1012pm
11/5/2014
Marine Apartment

Sonnet No.17

Your eyebrow twitched  
So I laughed
Your eyes are red
So my sky turns grey

Even the heaven lost its mind
Actually said
You're happy, so I'm happy too

Rain falls, roses bloom
What else do I want?
Want it badly but unattainable

Your hair is wet
So I'm feverish
You feel tired
So I sleep




Borrowed, edited and published
1000 SKO Miri

MH 370

I said a prayer
For I can't stand
The tears of yours
It is all right
God must have heard
In vain, darkness enclosed
Keep faith, pray

A subway ride on New Year's Eve

Friendship is a subway
Crowded, profound, interesting
Some rides are short, long, halted
Hollowness remains, to find the missing piece

All these years, I have been searching
Still holding my foolish ticket
Perhaps leaving today, or tomorrow
Please, I just need an excuse
For the heart finally comes to rest

Keep calm, keep cool, keep tranquil
Still, tell me is the one here yet?
Need comfort, need cuddles, need love 
Hope is there, nothing else

Hurry up, the sun is setting away,
Yet the train door opens,
Some ponder, some forget, some baffle
Hourglass laughs, waving farewell to time

Next stop, next station, next destination
Is there someone for you?
Or should I just wander around recklessly?
Till the day I bump on you
How natural, how spontaneous, how sweet


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P.S I would like to convey my New Year greetings to all and let's celebrate 2014 by remembering the fond memories of 2013 =)


Signed
Jasonlaminx
Written 2130
27/12/2013

Rainbow Chord

Taking a sip, of the already cold coffee
As I drive across the endless freeway
She murmurs "Are we there yet?"
And a bright gleam shines and awakes us

Oh, the songs from the sky chord
Tickles away the solemn emotions,
Oh, the melodies of the rainbow chord
Never leave my side, stay with me forever

Now, we are still wandering
Directionless, in a slow pace
Put on your shoes, quick
As the wise rabbit is escaping to the east

Hold my hands, to the sunset we run
There is still time for us, ain't it?
An adult is complicated they say
So what, I'd been growing up the whole time

So, is this the end, no?
Wherever you are, I'm ready



Written 1345
10/12/2013
Ipoh

If I could have my wishes back

On a nebulous late evening
With exiguous explorer's DNA in me
I push myself towards a dumpy small room
There lies an Arabic lamp
Legend might say it is enchanted
And Genie burst out, as audiences expected
I dare not to think twice for my wishes

I wish I adored beans
And if I were a twin
Or some day a fairy
Would just come walking in

Or snows would fall next winter
Just like they did in my dream
I wish they'd let me sing my heart out
On rainy afternoons

I wish that I could wake some morning
And they'd all come true

However
If I could have my wishes back
If wishes did come true

I would wish for laughter
And fill your life with lullaby
Then I would poke peaceful rest so hard
It will come visit you at night
Energetic and lovely, every bright morning
All for the calm on your face and know you're fine
Bring joy to this heart of mine



16 days
MX
11/10/2013
Ipoh